Well first of all I'm headed off to college next year in VT and I'm from MA. I know that I am afraid of change and I don't think I'm handling it very well as of now. Tonight one of the weirdest things happened to me. I was having a good night (went swimming and longboarding for a long time and then went to get food) and then when we got to this one spot in the town I just got out of the car and walked away. I feel gay in saying this but it felt as if I needed alone time and just time to think. Has anything like this ever happened to anyone else?
since when is it the "peace coast"? is that because everyone leaves to go west and says "peace, niggaz"...Snowboadersrule on peaceCOAST!
it happens to me all the time man... sometimes i just need to get away
Give me love, give me love
Give me peace on Earth
Give me light, give me life
Keep me free from birth
Give me hope to help me cope
With this heavy load
Trying to touch and reach you
With heart and soul
ahah yep i get that hella, just the fact that everything is gonna change so much when you graduate highschool, its for the beter though. Its part of living and living = to suffer. If you never suffered you would never be happy. Ageing brings on maturity so just stick it out and all will be beter eventualy
i know watchoo mean
Ah college. I think you're just stressing out because it's the unknown and that's always a little scary. It wasn't too much of a change for me, though, but I only went like 2 hours away and my best friend lived up the street from me. But i did my fair share of freaking out about it for about a year before i left. But you'll be fine, don't worry too much. Once you get there you will realize how much fun it is and will be and feel a lot better.
As far as the whole needing time alone thing goes, everyone needs it so dont feel bad that you figured that out. Just don't become a hermit. If i spend too much time by myself i get carried away with all my own thoughts and get even more anxiuos. like when i cant fall asleep and i just lie there thinking about the future and get really freaked out so i have to read a book to pull my mind outta its thought loops.