shit that sucks man. Just go back home and tell your grandma etc that you are sorry and want to do whatever it takes to make this situation right. Dont try and live on your own man, you are too young and its REALLY hard.
Ron Paul '08
The Best way to grieve a loved ones death is to live your own life to its fullest extent. If you are skiing, try a crazy trick(for example) because now that they are gone, they can't do it, so its up to you now.