my usual weekend consists of sitting at a computer, listening to music, downloading music, tryin to discover the next big thing, and thinking about what i could be doing if i had friends.
i love music, it pretty much finds its way into every part of my life/day, and thats great, i cant live without music. skiing has music, rollerblading has music, driving (cars) has music...its everywhere i go.
but im gettin sick of sitting here on my computer. i know plenty of people, just as much as the next person, but they arent into the things i do...im not into going to huge parties and gettin fucked up. id rather go do something productive (skate/ski) if not, then id rather go to some small gathering and get high/drunk.
what the fuck, its saturday night, i have no friends (that want to hang out with me)
all those suggestions are great. but they suck when you do them by yourself, and no one i know wants to hang out.
i want to get out of this town.
seriously, i cant stand living in one spot for more than like 7 years. ive been all over the place (lived in 6 different states before i hit puberty)
which is why im looking forward to college next year. i want to get out and experience shit.
try to find people who play poker every week or something. im sure theres a couple of groups around your area that do so. even if you dont really know them ask around, im sure youll find someone. i played with a group i had never played with before tonight and had a blast, ill probably play with them a couple tmes a month now
I can't entertain myself easily. I mean...yeah I get bored, and my friends do want to hang out with me, but they annoy the fuck out of me sometimes.
I've been anti-social lately too.
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